you broke me, you broke my heart and you broke everything

I Should’ve just looked away , I should’ve just ignored it, like something I couldn’t see. I should’ve just ran away and I should’ve acted like I  couldn’t hear you at all. You showed me what its like to feel so alone, then suddenly inside a feeling overcomes that I cannot control. I can’t escape what i’ve become.This blessing that they call love turns into a dreaded painful curse. You showed me there's some possibility but then later you left me standing there, used up and thrown away. But then I see your face, so close but so far away. My heart went back again. Without a word, Goodbye finds my way It finds me and it laughs in my face. The game is set and done neither of us won, but I’m the only one in pain. You took me by surprised and everything changed but it’ll never be the same. If that's the way you want, you shouldn't show me any possibility at the first place. Maybe I’ll just let it hurt. Sink, like a lesson learned. Soon it will all fade to gray leaving nothing but Memories...